Not everything is as it seems

My life is like a black hole pretty from a distance but if you get to close it grabs hold of you and swallows you up.  I guess it's not always like that, some of the time its alright but even if it is OK, but i still have that nagging feeling somethings wrong or about to go wrong. I wonder is it just me? Or does every other person also have things and secrets to hide like I?