Life Sucks

I really fucking hate my life sometimes!!! I think there might be something wrong with me. One minute I can be semi-happy then I'm depressed as fuck! Goddess save me from myself, I've become NOTHING. I don't want to live anymore. I have tried to commit suicide three times now.  Am I so pathetic that the Goddess and God don't even want me? So much fucked up shit has happened to me. I gotta get some sleep for school... WHICH I HATE TO DEATH!!!!!